Monday, 29 October 2007

read and look at THIS.

i just finished one of the most life-altering books that my eyes have laid themselves upon---and i love books.
it's called "A Severe Mercy" by Sheldon Vanauken.
With 18 letters by cs lewis included, it really offers a perspective from a man deeply in love with his wife, his friend lewis, and finally his savior jesus.

it connects the pagan with the deeply theological as beautifully as any book i've read. so for those of you who enjoy lewis and LOVE a good love story, read this book.

here are some random photos for you!

this is me and my friend zana. she's from rolling hills. we were at one of ryan's shows in cape town.


this is a mixed group of lots of special people: five are from germany and part of the "each one teach one" crew that ryan collaborates with (but one of the 5 is taking this photo), a few i don't know but i think one is the german ambassador, two are djs who deserve many high-fives, and then there's some mc's.


ubuntu street in gugulethu. "ubuntu" is a big post-1994/apartheid idea of "we are who we are through others" or something like that. basically, it is used to stress the oneness of us all THROUGH our need of being connected to everyone.


ryan and i eating lemon sorbet! dairy free is fun!


this is penny lane...with her hair all grown out, making rice krispie sticks at our flat!

Wednesday, 17 October 2007

rainer maria rilke the german.

living with someone is fun. living with someone named ryan is WAY fun. i like that i can come home and sit down at the desk and see lots of cool books lying there without explanation. i want to ask ryan where these books came from, but he's out. i want to ask the books, "why are you here?" but they don't talk.

so i just started reading them, bits and pieces to get a taste, what's their flavor and such. i got sucked in like a indian ocean current by this one book, "letters to a young poet." for some reason, the title sounds familiar. maybe somewhere in those hazy college days that i aced with flying colors :) i heard about this book. probably from quirky professor murray with the howling halloween ghost socks.

anyways...

here's a quote, and i quote:
" you ask if your verses are good. you ask me. you have previously asked others. you send them to journals. you compare them with other poems, and you are troubled when certain editors reject your efforts. now (as you have permitted me to advise you) i beg you to give all that up. you are looking outwards, and of all things that is what you must now not do. nobody can advise and help you, nobody. there is only one single means. go inside yourself. discover the motive that bids you write; examine whether it sends its roots down to the deepest places of your heart, confess to yourself whether you would have to die if writing were denied you. this before all: ask yourself in the quietest hour of your night: must i write? dig down into yourself for a deep answer. and if this should be in the affirmative, if you may meet this solemn question with a strong and simple "i must", then build your life according to this necessity; your life must, right to its most unimportant and insignificant hour, become a token and a witness of this impulse...a work of art is good if it has grown out of necessity."

wow i love that. is what i do out of necessity, or is it insecurity, routine, boredom, fear? why do i do what i do? why i am in cape town? why am i a book freak? why do i love sewing and making things? why do i value people and their stories? why do i need to exercise to feel good about myself?

am i a person whose passion is such out of necessity? i like this question. i like thinking about necessity being a driving force.

cause i think it should be that way in our life. we should do things because we can't NOT do them. we can't not breathe, eat, play. not doing these things leads to death.

marinate on that for a minute.

Friday, 12 October 2007

this makes me so happy!


Former Vice President Al Gore and the U.N.'s Intergovernmental Panel on Climate Change won the 2007 Nobel Peace Prize Friday for their efforts to spread awareness of man-made climate change and lay the foundations for counteracting it.

"I am deeply honored to receive the Nobel Peace Prize," Gore said in a statement. "We face a true planetary emergency. The climate crisis is not a political issue, it is a moral and spiritual challenge to all of humanity."

Gore won an Academy Award this year for his film "An Inconvenient Truth," a documentary on global warming, and had been widely expected to win the prize.

His strong commitment, reflected in political activity, lectures, films and books, has strengthened the struggle against climate change," the citation said. "He is probably the single individual who has done most to create greater worldwide understanding of the measures that need to be adopted."

It cited Gore's awareness at an early stage "of the climatic challenges the world is facing."

Gore said he would donate his share of the $1.5 million that accompanies the prize to the non-profit Alliance for Climate Protection.

"He's like the proverbial nut that grew into a giant oak by standing his ground," Patrick Michaels, a scholar with the free market Cato Institute, said in a statement. "We can only hope that he can parlay his prize into a run for the U. S. presidency, where he will be unable to hide from debate on his extreme and one-sided view of global warming."

British bookmakers once put 100-to-1 odds on Gore winning an Oscar, becoming a Nobel laureate and becoming president. He has now accomplished two of the three, and on Friday bookies slashed the odds to 8/1 from 10/1.

Friday, 05 October 2007

a brief history lesson on burma for those of you who are wondering why all this is happening.

Chronic mismanagement

When the military took power in 1962, then-military strongman Ne Win decided to take the country down an isolationist path, the "Burmese Way to Socialism" as it was called, which stressed self-sufficiency, and called for the nationalisation of almost all private companies.

Military officers took over these companies, as well as many civil service positions. It was their mismanagement that led to chronic inflation and near economic collapse by 1988, and the mass protests that came close to overthrowing the government at that time.

After that, the military tried opening up the economy to market forces and foreign investment, but it has never been willing to release its grip on crucial areas of the economy:

Imports and exports all require licenses, confronting entrepreneurs with mountains of red tape, and opening opportunities for corruption.

The trade in rice is entirely controlled by military-connected companies.

Internal transport is hobbled by poor infrastructure and frequent military bans on access to troubled areas.

Many commodities are subsidised, but available in very limited quantities.
There is an official exchange rate for the local currency, the kyat, which is 200 times lower than the black market rate.

Add to that the fact that more than half the annual budget goes to the armed forces, and that Burma is subject to strict sanctions by the United States and the European Union, and it has proved impossible for Burma to lift itself out of poverty.

The construction of a secretive new capital city since 2005, hacked out of the bush 400km (249 miles) north of Rangoon, must have added considerably to the government's financial difficulties, although it has given no figures for how much this mega-project is costing.

A decision to raise admittedly paltry civil service salaries by up to 1,200% last year did not help either, although civil servants could scarcely survive on salaries that sometimes fell below $3 a month.


Grinding poverty

The result is what the United Nations describes as a largely unreported humanitarian crisis.

UN figures show that one in three children is chronically malnourished, government spending on health and education is among the lowest anywhere in the world, and average income is below $300 a year.

LIFE IN BURMA
Population - 50m
Children in primary education - 85%
Life expectancy at birth - 61 years
Infant mortality - 76 per 1,000 births
Health spend - 2.8% (World avge - 10.2%)
Under 5s undernourished - 31.8%
Source: World Bank 2004


Diseases like tuberculosis and HIV/Aids are increasing at frightening rates.

"The World Food Programme [WFP] provides food aid to 500,000 people across Myanmar [Burma] but that really only represents the poorest of the poor," said Paul Risley at the WFP in Bangkok.

"What we've found is that over the last decade, opposite to virtually every other country in Asia where slowly poverty is being gnawed away at and food security is becoming more commonplace, in Myanmar there are more people living below the poverty line and more people facing food insecurity," he said.

Towards the end of last year, prices of basic commodities began rising sharply in Burma. Rice, eggs, and cooking oil all went up by around 30-40%.

For a population that on average spends 70% of its income on food, this was very difficult to absorb. It is not clear why this happened, but the inherent distortions and rigidities in the military's economic management can easily lead to sudden bottlenecks in the supply and prices of basic necessities.


Dramatic decision

Then came the rise in fuel prices on 15 August. There was no warning. Gas prices rose by 500%, and diesel - which more or less powers everything in Burma, from transport to the essential generators - doubled in price.

The impact was immediate. People could not afford to go to work, and the increased cost of transport started pushing food prices even higher.

Within days activists were out on the streets in protest. When they were arrested, the monks - who can accurately measure economic distress by the food put into their begging bowls every morning - took their place.

Like so many decisions made by the reclusive generals, the sudden hike in fuel prices is hard to fathom.

The IMF had advised weaning the population off subsidised fuel, because with rising world oil prices it was becoming an unsustainable burden for Burma, which although rich in natural gas, relies on imports for almost all of its refined petrol and diesel.

But it is unlikely the IMF would have supported such a dramatic, and unannounced price rise.


'Parallel world'

At the time some speculated that perhaps the generals were trying to provoke an uprising, to see who their enemies were.

But their ubiquitous intelligence networks would surely already have that information. More likely it implies they did not understand the shocking economic impact the move would have.

Living in a privileged, parallel world, Burma's armed forces are virtually a state within a state, subject to none of the chronic economic insecurity that afflicts the rest of the country.

Many of the generals have become immensely rich - the video of the wedding of senior general Than Shwe's daughter, dripping in diamonds worth many millions of dollars, is testimony to that.

Secluded in their luxury villas in Naypyidaw, cut off from the squalor of Rangoon and other towns, Burma's military rulers probably had no idea that their clumsy decision would cause such immediate economic pain - that thousands would override their fear of the soldiers, and come out to join the monks on the streets.

(taken from bbc news website: http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/asia-pacific/7023548.stm)

the brady bunch in color:

hee hee -- isn't this just the coolest? john and trish with their now NINE children. i remember when this couple was watching tv and acting all lovey-dovey for a living. now they are raising up the masses. i just LUV it!!!