Tuesday, 14 March 2006

i hate feeling like i'm going to screw everything up no matter what i do. i'm fighting off the tendency to take the world's problems on my shoulders.
how do you separate your breaking heart from that of the world?

today is one of those days i'd like stay in bed and pretend i'm 7 years old again, back before i started seeing the darkness of this world creep into my being and try to take hold.

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

"I have told you these things so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world." -John 16:33

Love as Christ and you will not screw anything up. I will be praying for you, dear friend.

Richard D. Jenkins said...

Ironic ... everyone you come into contact with is probably feeling the same way "I hate feeling like I'm going to screw everything up no matter what I do." (I feel that way a lot!)

In that "realness" love, care and ministry occurs!

Embrace your fears, your joys and your hope. They are why you there in the first place!

I love you!

Anonymous said...

None of the rest of us ever feel that way...... No really. Actually the thing I have always admired from afar in you is your steadfastness. Its nice to hear you are human...(chuckle). The Lord has placed you their because of your strength and unending capacity for love, dont let the other drag you down with fear and doubt. We are all praying for you...God Bless You....

Unknown said...

thanks guys. i needed that.
robin, you know me too well. you know that the darkness seems to creep in on me all the dang time.

thanks for your support.

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